Pantheon

A most monumental note rose from the prism
Countless feet pounding up the stare, sounding as a muffled chain gun.
Sparks jumped from open mouths as hair stood.
Up, up, up.

Pre-View

No need for Heaven or it's aged honey.
Lost all sight of what they told me.
Cannot remember where to begin.

UPDATE!

Working on sketches, stories and soundscapes. Look for some sneak peeks in the next month!

Winter Trek

I don't see you believing in yourself any more than you believe the sun will rise in the morning. And when one finds himself in a mental pit, much like you, he questions the mechanics of day and night.

CiHcIoLnD

This trinket I hold,

I polish,

I stare into

wondering how it has changed

but I know it's the same.

Breaking and shaping me

into an object

of communal convenience to shelve,

as I have no power for its force.

Dream Speech

Feast Before Chest Waves Out (Cloak of Hands)

Awake now, my head swirled up and out, cotton candy for some lesser known spirit to feast.
Eye opened, taking a breath down and in, learning the routine again like every time before.
When I truly change, I have no desire to guess, but always after Her grasp of my chest.
Moving fast and uncontrolled, a race to immerse, I win before my flag waves.
The Cloak of Hands holds tight, pulls and scatters me, leaves a light soon to be gripped out.
I wear it as a wall, hands twitching, snapping into gestures of commonality.
Everything now becomes a side note, losing focus, in the endless open palms.
Beneath each fist of fingers lies another, deeper and colder, to blackness.
Further and tighter into skin fabric.
The music fills the Eye, a carnival of vivacious and toony color, all logical absurdities.
Twisted digits learning me of my own thoughts, wheels of boots, busts and carpeted hallways.
Perpetually shifting glance highlights the madness, stepping across my skin, the leg-laced face.
Walls of this world extend beyond furthest reach, wormholes of mind, visible through the desk.

Pressing Across Body With Sure Ascent

The world with no familiars
In laws and design
From palm, foot and mouth seeps
Cold glue of an ill future
For those who battle with truth.

Beasts of invention there
Climb peaks soaked from
Gaia sweat, no more by suffering
Laid by awe and fragrance
Via steps of no-man's mistakes.

Ding Dong

Breathe. Lights crawl as triangles.

Blink. The amusement fades.

Breathe. Row down the stairs on tired back.

Blink. It's not a dream.

Who Loves There?

Head on pillow in place of arm around chest to back in this fetal position of powerless silence on numberless nights in both of our minds beginning to wonder and wander the shore of time in this dream or at least it would seem with our head on pillow in place of arm around chest to back in this fetal position of powerless silence on numberless nights in both of our minds beginning to wonder and wander the shore of time in this dream or at least it would seem.

Blanket

A thread of similarities
Touching
And as a whole
Making
An object
A lifetime
A universe
A reality
Entirely

But that is
A fragment of
A piece of
A summary of
What it
Really is
To be
Alive
In time

Servant of Power

Withdrawals abound
Feet steady, fill cracks
Fingers on thin lips
Pull down the slab

Do not fear the sky
Hanging on flesh bare
Push deep, laugh at death
Eyes over cloud

I, an instrument
May seek and achieve
It, my challenger
Mute and lovely

All Kinds of Everythings

Destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die, destroying, creating, dying, destroyed, created, dead, destroy, create, die.

I Em Sekamt Ahw, Uo Ytah Tsekamt Ahw

A scratch board, barren
Save the ground of our darkening
Body felled from thoughts divided.
And a rift so generous as to be closing
The realness unto motions captured
Whither and a tick
Our world is becoming

A Lyric and A Project

Everything you've ever done
And all that there is to do
Leads you to one final breath
And no light to guide the way for you
And it's all a self-serving death machine
And it's all a self-serving death machine
___

Just when you start to grasp it
(It) starts to pull you back in
(In) the hand of your creator
Torments and collapses the world that you know
It's all true my son
It's all true my love

A Midnight Passage

They sang to the mountain.
Silence reigned over the crowd.
The cave opened near the peak, and sent forth
streams of symbols that danced into their ears.
Dancing and dying with the message in the collective mind.
Peace overcame the bodies of all.
And the Mother spewed forth a loving embrace.

Ga't

And on the way I sat, sheltered in death, viewing all before me.
Frozen air pooled, rippled, with glassy flames of light.
The gods parted in respect of my gaze.
Bodies tingle with my creations, folding unto time.
Life needs me, owes me.
I am the Master of Not, Controller of Thought.

Salvia and The Journey It Gave

All colors visible in the pure and warming light.
I've crawled to know the unforgettable tonight
shrouding all outside of reach
In shadow, out of mind.
Hesitantly gripping my swirling reality
poured from memory
built gates for light to shine.
Passing through bone and sky
roaming over dim blue plane
I feel I've come home
again, settled now into comforting
all encompassing blackness
born again through light
handed back reflecting.

A Passage from A Depression

Throughout every waking moment in your life, death ticks closer.
As simple as it sounds, nothing could be more complex.
Your day is a sacrifice, an offering, towards thermodynamic failure.
Study closely messages of the half-eye, part dreaming, part seeing and the difference need no further scrutiny from you.
Stand to fall, walk to maggot's crawl.
Live in a whorled sea of numbers and letters, find the patterns and see them forevermore.
Notice that light, energy and sound are never absent. The trinity moves within and surrounds all.
Assemble your thoughts as you take your first step, or last breath, before the patterns slide into the doorway of a new journey.
The last breath lasts for eternity. Every song you've heard, place you've been, dollar you've spent, kiss you've shared and person you've met will stand shoulder to shoulder handing down your train of thought. To slowly draw the collapsing box of pure nostalgia.
...Digging your hands into the mortal soil, feeling every second collect under your fingernails. With the strength of a dying life, grasp time and cement yourself finger to hand to arm to chest into the wall of the past.

So As I Perpetuate Myself In This Chair

I grow fonder of the dreams
I become bold in my ways
And the play of light
Across our fingertips
Gives nothing when I need
Or desire in my want

When does it converge?

After a long absence

I am finally utilizing this shit.
Let's see what may come.